Wednesday, January 2, 2013
Freeing the Sexual Spirit
Since I decided that masturbation was not sinful but rather good and healthy, I am discovering instincts in me that were suppressed, disowned and thought disgusting up to about 65 years ago. You were supposed to eschew everything that made you feel sexy so I was never able to talk about the things that got me hard, though I found every opportunity to frequent guys and situations that turned me on and wear clothing that I normally finished up jacking off in.
I am now in a position to embrace the whole of that as good and to appreciate how it helps me own my sexuality and the body and being that constitute me. The problem is that there are still a lot of people around me that are living like I used to, with an imprisoned sexual spirit. That concerns me.