Saturday, May 25, 2013
reminds me of my own sexual development. I had had plenty of sexual encounters and felt terribly guilty about them. Then came a time when, despite feeling guilty, I sucked a guy off and felt I had really done a good thing. Then there was an encounter which was carefully planned, rather than casual or spontaneous sex. From that one I came away with a perfect sense that having sex with another man was really good, beautiful and not wrong at all.
Tuesday, May 21, 2013
As an enhanced male I need contact with other guys of the same mindset. This is not so easily available in my ordinary everyday life. I guess many are in the same position. The internet is a real godsend and a healer in this area. We carry the force of the wounds that have been inflicted on us down the centuries for being male orientated men. We still hear the constant proclamation that we did not ought to exist. We need that healing of just knowing that other guys are around with the same urges, drives and instincts as us. We need openings too to find opportunities to fulfil those urges and feelings that we recognize as so good and humanity building